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Sunday, October 31, 2004
::nine:: 40 ::SuaY!!::



hahas... cute eh? kekez...
yeah... here i am bloggin again... yesterday cnnt enter the blog abit duh... so din update...
hrmz... let's update for yesterday 1st bah... hahas... yesterday supposely was meant to be an ordinary day like the other days wif no programs n wadeva so until valerie asked me out...
hahas...yeahz...wah... den tt ger don wan say earlier ar... make me rush dao siao... lol... i haben even get out of bed... was lying the slacking... den she say wana meet me now cos she on the bus... pengz... hahas... meant to go for a show de la... but she gotta be home early so we can't catch a show as all the shows r like starting late lorrr... hahas.... den juz walk around in jp... walk walk walk... hahas... hrmz... hahas... no where go.... pengz... lolz... but i tink i was happy throughout la... hrmz... HEY! who don wan go out wif cute ger... rite? kekez....
tt ger ar... beri mischievous one... lol... see the malay ger make up til sho thick... den muz comment... pengz... hahas... den we took at bus to hong kah east cc there... she said she wana c the shuai chio bu there... hahas... duno who, nv c b4... but heard ppl say really shuai n chio... pengz... x_x
anyway... kinda enjoyed yesterday la........ hahas...

den at nite yan han ask me out... he said wad i come out n meet him den we decide where to go... lolz... den ok lorrr... who noes... go JP again... i was there wif val the afternoon liaoz he still ask me go... oh ya... n wanwei was wif him too... lol... beri long nv c her ler... lol... den walk walk walk... den went to mum mum.. lol.. den tt tupid ger keep saying feel so guilty for eating wenda's birthday cake... (HALF of it) .... wahahhas.... den don wna eat... lol...den yan han n i keep on tempt her... pengz... kekez.... den went back lorr... i went to cut my hair......
hrmz... the barber din really noe wad i wan.... had a terrible time explaining abt my tail... LOL... n he keep cuting... shorter n shorter... still left abit.. PHEW!!!!!! kekekekz.....

hrmz... today? met joe n yan at 130 lorr... den went to pool... huiling came along too lar... lolz... den we were like playing n playing... hrmz... 3 hours bahz.... each person 4.50... den aft tt mum mum at the bukit timah there... roti prata.... hahas...eat dao 10 bucks sia... pengz!.... den we went queensway... bought a shirt n a shorts for 33bucks... haiz yo.. spend alot... hahas.... hrmz... wad else... er... duno y.. i'm in love wif brown shirts... mayb itz punk? hahas.. dunoz lehz... got a brown one today... yeah! yawns... tired now... let me finish today.....
den we were like... take a bus back...198... hahas... u cannot believe wad happen....usually on saturday nites, u wun get bus conductors coming to check ur passes de... rite? so i tot ok... let's tap the card at the exit before i go up n sit... ya... so all along the journey huiling n sey min was toking... n seymin was happily telling us how she escape the bus conductor by pretending to slp n he din check her cos she using her bro card.... hahas... nice story eh??
den.......... suddenly i saw... a fellow in white coming up! OH NO!!!! hahas... i was like.. SEY MIN!! Y U SO SUAY!!! ARGH... den i decided to go down cos sey min say tt she wans to go too.. but she stick to her sit wad.... toot... so i at the stairs there wave... who noes joe n huiling come aso... THEY nth wrong de lorrr..... pengz.... hahas.... i was like... ok.. so many... den sey min aso come n say get down... actually can take few more stops de lar... lolz.....
hrmz... so we stopped at the cycle n carriage there.... beri long way frm jurong east... hahas... no choice... walk frm there all the way to JE... pengz... beri far sia..... den all of a sudden... become MY FAULT FOR GETTING DOWN THE BUS... aiya... of cos i was piss... but i took it as a joke... a day of unluckiness lor... no choice.. who expected the idiot to come? rite? haiz yO!!!!!! pengz.... den came home liaoz... missed 50mins of my soccer... when i step in... portsmouth scored.... pengz.! SO SUAY!!! man utd lost 2-0 in e end... darn it... chelsea is going to win soon........ argh... SOMEBODY STOP THEM!!!
hahas.. had kfc juz onli... anyway...itz 323... time to slp... shld stop here too.... kekez....
suay suay suay... nites.......



- i always believe i hab wad it takes to become a perfect person... when i see those ppl whom r more horrible den me having the ones tt they love... i wonder... Y CAN'T I BE LIKE THEM WHEN I LOOK BETTER? hahas.... now i noe y... itz the inside tt counts....... am i rite?

Posted at Sunday, October 31, 2004 by number_09
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Friday, October 29, 2004
::nine:: 3 NINE!!!! ::guai kia::


You guys might be wondering y hab i nt been using the animations or wadeva... hahas... the reason rite is like... IT ISN'T TT I AM RUNNING OUT OF ANIMATIONS... but... the reason is so simple... i got a camera phone... which is 1mega pix... n if i don make use of it.. aren't it wasted? rite? and tt, real pictures really do show the places tt i hab been to or wad has happened or wad... more real wah... den u guys don nit imagine.. juz see the pics can ler... if u all prefer animations, juz tag my board n say lorrr.........



hey ya! so last nite slept at 4 lidat... lolz... daryl went to slp 1st, den left me wif kian hui... tt fellow was watching the xiao xiao tingy... hahas... quite fun actually lar... lolz... he gained alot when he came last nite... he managed to add alot of ppl frm my contact list... so HENG... hahas.... ok okz... den ermz... last nite slp lar... den 8jiu hab to wake up ler... den the lazy kian hui kept complaining he tired... lolz... but cos no choice... me n daryl n jie gotta rush to ah ma hse... going out wif her lidat bahz... yaz... lols... so fetch him home ler den went down ah ma hse...

there! the above pic was taken... hahas... ah ma hse... ya... i sorta bo liaoz lar.... keke... i spent my baby days... er... dao primary2 there lehz... cool huh? hehez... nice place.. errieee de... hahas... kk... went there... den waited for ah ma... den she wanted go bedok temple n pray... hahas... beri hard to find in the 1st place... cos we duno how n where wad... in e end manage to get there....den aft tt reach ler... pray finish jiu... sister's good idea.... GO PARAGON eat dim sum... tell u... IT WAS HORRIBLE... yee... n yet eat dao so expensive sia... hahas...den aft tt walk awhile jiu go back lerr... hrmz.... time passed beri fast lar... lolz......

in the car back i slept the whole journey... TIRED MAN! lol... aiya... home liaoz jiu use the com... watch the tv... SINGAPORE IDIOTS.... ermz.... den use com... den aft tt cos had to go bathe n since com on so long... so decided to let tis poor machine rest... so off lo... hahas... i nv realise i had the same tinking as u... Wad is meant to be will eventually be... some tings r juz nt meant to be ours... hahas... same tinking... lol! cool... yeah B1? rite B2? lol... den er... ya had tis lil 3,2,1 countdown den offline together.. hahas... pengz... x_x
den now online to blog again lorrrr... going off soon bah... wana wakey early tml... cut hair i tink... hahas.....



-tis was the pink star hp chain i bought for her lor... wahahas... e more i look e more nicer it is... hope u like it bahz.... kekez....

-
i duno who were u toking abt... neither nor i really wana care who is it... but juz hope u r happy... lil troubles can cause upsets... but no upsets can change ones life... -_-
i din wana care... i actually wanted go to the extreme of juz not knowing u... but... mayb i noe how she (ps) felt at last... it seems so easy to forget someone huh... so fun huh? hahahahhahas... i'm mad.....

Posted at Friday, October 29, 2004 by number_09
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Thursday, October 28, 2004
::nine:: 38 ::sian::



yeah... today went to town wif guo qing... hahas... wad u called tt... IN SEARCH OF A PERFECT PRESENT... ya... hrmz... met tt bugger at 330 lorr... den walked in jp den went to take train to orchard... hahas.... hrmz... nth better to do actually... we started walking frm far east... den in far east... nth to buy at all lorrrrrrr.... hahas... den walk to pacific plaze lor... went to ROXY la... STUSSY la... hehe... but din buy anyting cos expensive lorrrrr.... kekez.....
den walk dao heeren la... den erm... on our way rite... we saw tis band performing... drums n all lor... there the pic on top! hahas... den the 2nd pic y i took was because... LOOK AT THE AFRO HAIR!!!!!!! so cool... lol... he has a AFRO... keke... guo qing n i were laughing... kekez...
den erm.... ok ok... jiu walk dao heeren... ya.... hehez... got the present there.... but the cost price was abit too much... half of the money in my wallet gone... but i tink itz worth it... hehez... ;) got a tee n a PINK STAR hp chain... HoPe u Like IT......
den went back jurong lorrrr.... hrmz... walk walk in jp... den jiu home lerrr...... yawns....



kinda wore daryl's sandals out today... there! the white one... itz super nt nice wear... beri hard.... haiz yo... duno y he buy n wear... hahas..... hrmz......
btw, kian hui is here to stay for the nite... hahas... THERE! look itz him... kekez... so serious woh? kekez... ya... bet we don nit slp ler... lol.... play play play...
chaos guys..... nitey....

-i duno wad happen... stay happy... i've gotten over it.............. la la la... miss u a lil....

Posted at Thursday, October 28, 2004 by number_09
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004
::nine:: 37 ::another day in life::



tis are the last of the remainding pics i hab in photobucket... hrmz.
all ish like I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE lo.... hahas hrmz...
nit nt say... but the serious fact is...
i don love anyone but her...
that sexy bitchy little ting...
i touch her,
i kiss her,
i hold her,
i squeeze her.....
YES! bball.....

anyway... hrmz... hahas... u guys don tink dirty up there woh... lol... though i made it sounded dirty... hahas... BLOODY HELL... i duno y are my words so small... lol... mayb itchy hand of mine went to adjust smth... AIYA! nvm la... small den small lor... hahahas......

after a long day out yesterday n a late nite slp( i slpt at 3)... i woke at 230today cos bloody daryl was on the phone wif kian hui toking super duper bloody hell long n loud....hahas... den woke up ler... really nth to do... so on the lap top... ITZ BEEN ON SINCE DEN TIL NOW... lol... 1030 already...
sorry mr lappy... i din meant to do it... but i'm bored at home... haiz.... nth to do... tink i shall play games lata aft i chat... hahas....

-i did miss u today... but i am feeling sho sho sho numb inside of me now... how i wish u wld move that mouse to my name... CLICK on me n say HELLO! juz tt shall make me feel good.......... hahas... xiang tai duo ler...
i shan lable u a bitch cause u are nt one... i shld juz call u a fren frm now on.... thanks for everyting u did... but u needn't thank me... cos... i din do anyting... i'm onli good at one ting... tt is loving u.... but now... sorry no more.....

Posted at Tuesday, October 26, 2004 by number_09
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:: nine :: 36 ::let u go::



FAT PEOPLE ARE HARD TO KIDNAP
hehe... how true eh? i aso tink so... cos they'll be too heavy...
got tis pic frm a shop in far east... onz eh?
except for the 2nd one

Girls will be Girls...
BOys will be Toys....
SCREW TO WHOEVER WHO SAYS TIS...
FARK THE PERSON WHO CREATED IT...
N KILL THE IDIOTS WHO TAKE TIS FOR REAL......

heyaaa.... heyaaa.... itz me here again... heyaaa... hahas... today is another day of the holidays... hrmz.... kinda bored too... juz woke up in the morning at 10 n slowly dragged my feet outta bed... den bathe n shit n eat n everything de went to meet those guys... hahas... hrmz.. simply cos er fang jio-ed allan cos er fang fren wana go town... den allan jio me n gq... anyway i had nth to do... so i juz went lorr.... neither did i expect tt he brought his "princess" along.. oh man... hrmz.... yeahz.... the 2 of them hab fu qi lianz... i tink i wun name today A DAY IN ORCHARD... while i shall name it THE DAY WHEN I WITNESS 2 XIAO QI's GO OUT.... hahas... allan hab been telling me storys of amanda(princess) n him, like how she treat him... how he wana forget her... BLA BLA BLA.... n yet.... well... he is still wif her... ahahas... u see... today is outing is like onli me n guo qing r doing our own walking... juz don care them... while allan was like tagging onto HER... hahas.... so... the story of the XIAO QI's began....

so it all began... we went to take the train... nth happened... hahas... er... den after tt jiu went marche to eat... hrmz... i was like... well.... btw amanda's idea... we were all joking abt going there in the 1st place... she din asked... she juz walked in... n as we noe... er fang n her fren were wif us... teenagers like us spending our money to eat ther is ok... but students like them... when we were walking in i told GQ tt i doubt the 2 gers hab enuff money... n BINGO! they were complainning.... well... AMANDA was at fault... hello aunty.... be more considerate... tis is e 1st time u r out wif me... n the last.... i swear... HAB U EVER TOT FOR THEM? wad u told allan... u long time nv so happy ler? WAHAHHAHA.... go die larr... for tis point i aren't beri happy ler......... hurx.......
den the 2 xiao qi's (allan n amanda) started to get angry over each other over some small issues... n u cld tell by allan's face that he wana cry... lol.... rite.... cos amanda make him so ma lu in front of us.... n the 2 gers were giggling there... nvm....
i pulled allan to the toilet in marche n scolded him.... he keep scolding vulgarities... HELLO? pls mind ur words.........
den i heard amanda threatened to go home aft marche instead of shopping... well, the 2 xiao qi's din tok til we got out of marche... n everyting was back........ she din go home.. DARN! she shld hab... nvm.... den while walking the 2 xiao qi's were arguing n arguing... AIYA! childish.... idiotz... n anyway... the fact tt i aren't happy was like... it wasn't er fang fren doing shopping... it was AMANDA... HELLO?! hahas.... the most ma lu ting amanda did was to lead us wrong way to far east... heh.... STILL BEHAVE LIKE U BEEN TO ORCHARD MANY TIMES.... i immediately brought GQ n walk the correct way... hahas....anyway... my angriness was stopped here... for aft tt severe tings made me beri ok.....

yeah... ermz.... saw alot alot of cute gers today! hrmz... din noe tt there was a new calendar holiday for sec sch called the PROMOTION DAY.. i nv had tt... lol... nvm larrr.... hrmz... wad i was happy abt... when we were at taka i sms-ed jo ann n asked if she was in town... hahas... guess wad... she was at taka... but i din go find her... cos i was walking out to far east.... den at far east i went to bought snack wif GQ... den while walking back... guess wad... in front of me walked pass 3 cute gers.... n one of them stick the head out.... den suddenly stopped n shouted DEREK! hahas... pengz... yeah... jo ann... HELLO MA MA~ kekez.... hrmz.... den walked up n away again lorrr.... den while walking i saw her again.... lol... n she was like giggling... mad ger...... lol....
den i din expect to see another person... HUILING!!! hehe... hello.... yeah... quite long din see her lerrr... am chatting to her now... totally missed her... since o's til now... din really chat... hahas.... hello hello........
den aft tt we walked to pacific plaza use the HIGH CLASS toilet... lol... den aft awahile saw jo ann again... hahas... she keep smiling... mad ger... lolz...den we went off aft tt ler.... took 502 to clementi n met choon sing, hei, n jun wei... lolz.... den they all were like... DEREK!... cos of the ear hole... lol..... they tot bluff de... -_-" kekez.... heellllo guys...
hrmz... i heard GQ say andrew asked him b4... eh GQ... u tink derek becoming more n more pai kia not? lol...
i had some luffs when i  heard tt.... do i look... n behave like one? lol... pengz....
ok ok... den aft tt jiu come home lerrr... ps those ppl for playing bball................
i shld end here.... today is a day full of happenings.....

-am in foul mood rite now... i today avoided u yet again... mayb i hab sorted out my tinking once more... the cold threaten(or mayb u don feel it) i gib u... hahas.... ya... i am weird weird guy.... come on... we r no more kiddos.... i noe tt how it feels to be like by sho many... but i aso noe... how it feels... to finally be able to let goo.... gone far far away........
tis mayb the last day u read my blog... but it wun be  the last entry i add in..... u hab made me into a laughing stock to myself... for u were nv meant to be mine... n will forever nt be....... mayb he doesn't noe a bit... but let me tell u... if it has gone one step too far... i will be able to forgo friendship too....
derek blesses u... for in love n hatred lies the word PAIN........... -

Posted at Tuesday, October 26, 2004 by number_09
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Sunday, October 24, 2004
*o9* three five*hate me*





here are some of the cute pics i got frm tones4u
hehez... hrm... kinda really cute rite? kk

itz 3.55 now... suppose to go meet them to play bball... but duno y was too tired to climb outta bed... hahas... lazy me... sorry guys... pang seh u all... ya... din meant to de lar.. but really really felt tired... i did wake up at 9... but i went to slp at 910... hahas... duno y....
okok... erm... kinda bored now... sho drop by here.... ya... going out soon.... going to bathe....

-i wana let go... i tink i will.... she was nv meant to be mine.... i noeeeeee



heh! tis pic was when bo liaoz in the car den take de... at the breddall road there... kekez... alot of cars hor? lol... ok ok....
went to plaza singapure juz now...whole family went... did nth much except walking n shopping a little lorr.... BOUGHT ALOT OF TIBITS... lolz.... ops.... ya.... hrmz... wasn't crowded la there... nt bad... hahas... the talking point of today is MAN UTD vs ARSENAL...

y i say itz e toking point? hahas.... well... e match was juz now... man utd rob arsenal wif 2-0 scoreline.... they won... every man utd fan is HAPPY! including me.... they r bACK! rio was the man of the match... but mr ROONEY... 18yr old wonder kid is my hero... he won the penalty which van nistelrooy converted.... n scored one in the end...... hero? ya... he was.... the match as expected was a heated encounted between the 2 sides... newspaper has all the highlights n previews... over wad happened last time they met n so on... but the truth was... i agree tt arsenal was the better team... man utd juz took their chances... n the ref was like... BOOOO REF!!! BOOO !!!!!!
hahas.... ya.... tis match is between 2 of the biggest rivals in english football.. u can see how the ego of the players... the rivalry between them.... u can c.... the match has moments when it looked like the players wld fight.... heh.... ya.... nice match... man utd did it dirty... but cleaned up the act well... sorry arsenal... u were robbed.... man utd ended ur 49match unbeaten.... orbi! ehe.... shld hab bet on tis match... sure win alot....
it was a pleasing sight to c the players shake hands... n ppl like henry n ferdiand huggin as in friendly gesture.... at least we noe... tt they r professionals...... :D good game... good fight....

i wld wan to go n taste the atmosphere of that match again... it was incredible as especially man utd needed the victory... the cheering... the crowd... the boo-ing.... everyting... how i wish...... i cld be there to c......... wow! isn't it cool? hehez.....
anyway... i;m going to slp lerrr... 310 liaoz... head pain lerrr... yawns......... nite nite ppl.....

-i wana let go... mayb i did for tt moment... cos u were really nt meant to be mine.... hate it when tt happens... the truth was how much i hate u but i don wana say....................................... for get it......

Posted at Sunday, October 24, 2004 by number_09
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*o9* three four *hai....*





hrmz.... u guys might be wondering who tis lil cute imp is? hahas... let me tell u...
tis guy here super cute... really cute... the whole bus journey was all abt him......
ok ok... tis morning meet zz at 11 to go queensway lar... hahas... hrmz... well... saw yuhua... HELLO! den juz went over... the bus journey super long... haiz yo... den erm... reach there... i got my diamond stud liaoz! yeah.... hahas.... wait i show u the pic....den em.... bought a tee lorrr... army green de... hahas... den went back jp... n guess wad... saw a PACK OF BITCHES (pack of wolves)... best way to describle... hahas... sorry sia ah minz... din c u... next time tap my shoulder lorrrrrrr... kekez.... hrmz...... where was i.... eh eh... oh ya... den reach home abt 3 plus lidat... den rush out.....



hehez... look... the diamond stud... quite cheap sia... 2bucks nia... hehe... kk... rush out.... went to meet yan they all... but on the way meet william 1st lorr... wahhahahas... den william sho slow... i waited say 15min lidat for him sia... duhz.... den yan n jw at dover waiting mahz.... sho they wait beri long too... lol... den when they call us... actually me n william still at lake side... we bluff them say we at jurong east ler.... hahas.... den william n i came up wif lame tings.... when we met them at dover... we told them... ORH... THE TRAIN GO BACKWARDS FROM JURONG EAST TO CHINESE GARDEN SIA... lol... btw... who is sho tupid to believe? hahas... hrmz.... den rite.... ok ok... we reach orchard jiu eat long john at cineleisure... den we saw jss that rachel... sec2 de... hahas... den yan han duno her wad... BASTARD... keep shouting her name frm level 2 to level 1 ( she was at level 1)... he tot we lying... den she din respond siaaaaa -_-" hahas.... hrmz... den mum mum ler den sey min come... den we went to check on the shows lar... hrmz.... cine don hab jiu walk dao lido... den pei ye joined... lol.... the tickets all sell finish lerrr... kek rite? den jiu they wana pool.... den hahas.... den me william sey min go far east walk lor.... den sey min mad til buy 200bucks for 4 tees.....siaoooooooo.... waste me n william time... lol.... den we jiu take 174 home aft tt... long journey.......... lol...
hahas... zi lian sia me... i took a pic... C!!!!!!!!!!!!



-wang le ni...wang le ai.... bu zhi dao.... time will prove everyting....

Posted at Sunday, October 24, 2004 by number_09
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Friday, October 22, 2004
*o9* thirty three *xiang niiii*



hehehe...
both tis pic has someting to do wif shitting eh...
cute rite the lil boy?
 hahahahahhahs... weee.....

today ish a really bad bad terrible day... Y?! cos i am down wif a slight flu... my nose is block... n it keeps running... i hab problems chasing it around... LOL... hrmz... den my eyes duno y like cannot open big de... hahaas.... hrmz... wad happened today? i aso duno leh.... i onli noe i broke my record... i woke up at 4... cool eh? hahas... kinda lazy bones this few days... time to find someting do larrrr... else become fatter....

stayed up last nite to watch AC MILAN vs BARCELONA... AC MILAN won 1-0.... i even witness the disgraceful ARSENAL draw 2-2...BOOOOO.... arsenal onli... u guys still dare say MAN UTD LOUSY? hahas... go dieeeeeee...... man utd will win tis saturday.... bleahs... can't wait to c them end ur 50match no losing streak!

wah... tong buay tiao.... sneezing like shit now.... hahhas..... today is really a terrible day... I TOLD U! y u don believe... lol.... there's lightning out there.... again.... hrmz... d/l some HP games to play... lol... nt bad.... quite fun... finally hp is fun liaoz... last few times no games not fun.... hahahahs.... hrmz......let me see wad else happened today? hrmz.... heard ah ma fainted at home today.... mayb might go down myself tml or day aft tml bahz... c  how... hrmz.... she seem to be getting weaker tis few days... haiz... hopefully she is alright bahz.... haiz.............. k la... itz 2 am... i shld end here lerrr... nitey guys.....

i've the urge to distant myself frm u... i've the urge of distanting myself frm everyone... i duno y... the voice inside me... it says... DEREK... GET A LIFE... everyone tells me to find a ger... but i don wan... n yet... i duno y... i'm still falling in luv... i wana distant myself... i wan to.... haiz... feeling sho terrible inside me... dreamt of u again... DARN IT ! GET OUT GET OUT! .........



-i don care wad they say... i onli care of wad u say..........-

Posted at Friday, October 22, 2004 by number_09
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Thursday, October 21, 2004
*o9* three two *xiang ni*



If you are sweet and sincere, i'll call u my DEAR
if u are kind and funny, i'll call u my HONEY
if you are caring and smart, you can be my SWEETHEART
if u are all of the above, then it muz be TRUE LOVE

aren't tis sweet? hehez.... ok ok... let's hab a cute one below...



hahas... how abt tis? aren't the ger cute?
hahas.... but how wld a cute ger do such a stunt? sehz...
can't believe it... ? keke....

hrmz... hiyaz ppl! itz me again... noticed i;ve been blogging regularly recently? hahas... got reason de... cos hor... HOLIDAYS MAH... NTH TO DO MAH.... SHO BLOG LORRR... kekez...
hrmz... last nite watch soccer dao 430... yeah... planning to watch tonight's big match AC MILAN VS BARCELONA... BARCELONA will win... i guess... last nite man utd wasted my time... a bored match wif a scoreless scoreline... IDIOT eh? ya.... tupid..... FERGIE OUT!!! I WAN A NEW MANAGER!!!!.... hahas......

hrmz... ok ok... sho tis morning wakey at 230 lor... den realise mummy go off ler... suppose to IMM meet her to get the phone done de.... in the end hahas... den i played ps n watch tv... the show is sho nice.... abt some aeroplane racing de... den the fellow abt to win liao ( he was the onli survivor, the others crashed out) but he turned back n save the 2nd guy who crashed.... hrmz... tis show really showed tt winning isn't everyting... i mean.. he man forgo the 25million prize juz to save his enermy... pro... hahas... but itz juz a show... hrmz.... ya....

den sms gq to ask if he free pei me go IMM lor... wah.... rain dao sho heavy... hahas... walk to the bus stop all the slipper wet sia... lol... hrmz... den met gq den heng he brought unbrella... den walked to the IMM bus the stop there... den i tried to c if my blue tooth working... LOL... den rite... it sent out alot alot of files seh... .pengz... lol.. means hor... my bluetooth kana virus... ahhas... den went IMM.. kaoz... go there = nv go... the guy aso duno how to make.. he say the dictionary problem nit the ORIGINAL MMC CARD (which i trade in to him)... BUT HE DIN SAY LOR!!! fucks... hahas... den go back jp had some long john wif gq... den went walk... walk liaos jiu go stock up my sweets... hahas... now got tibits ler... YEAH!!! ops.... kekez...

I just can't believe this man
This is another night of these thoughts
Can't get this outta my head, yeah
Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

*I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cuz my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin', please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know*

Oh baby
I think about it when I hold you
When looking in your eyes, I can't believe
I don't need to know the truth
Baby, keep it to yourself

Repeat *
Did he touch you better than me
Did he watch you fall asleep
Did you show him all those things
That you used to do to me
If you're better off that way
Baby all that i can say
so you do your thing
and don't come back to me

[Puffy]
i don't wanna know your whereabouts or how you movin
i know when you in the house or when you cruisin
its been proven, my love you abusin
i can't understand how a man got you choosin (yeah)
undecided i came and provided, my undivided
you came and denied it (why?)
don't even try it, i know when you lyin (i know when you lyin)
don't even do that
i know why you cryin (stop cryin)
i'm not applyin no pressure, just wanna let you know
that i don't wanna let you go (i don't wanna let you go)
and i don't wanna let you leave
can't say i didn't let you breathe
gave you extra cheese(c'mon) put you in the SUV
you wanted ice so i made you freeze
made you hot like the west indies (that's right)
now its time you invest in me
cause if not then its best you leave
holla yeah
Repeat * *

I DON WANA NOE - MARIO WINAS
the orangy words are for the you out ther... :D
i've let u go.. tis r juz for u... see it... how true...

-i duno if u noe how i feel abt u... but seriously telling u... i've nv felt like tis b4...
i onli hope tt i wld let u go too... for... i duno if i am rite... sorry... miss ya....

true defeat is nt when u lose to ur opponent.. but is when u lose to urself....





Posted at Thursday, October 21, 2004 by number_09
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004
*o9* three-one *boredom*












I LOVE YOU
AI NI 100%
hehez... nice hor tis 2 pics? ya la...
how abt 2 bian tai de? kekez... look n seee...

















how abt tis 2? hahas...
mr bean face is bian tai enuff.. so is the next pic eh? lol

hrmz... i am home now... was home since 1.30... itz 2.16 now... erm.. for ur info... itz AM hor... nt PM.... ya... basically... again today ish nt a really happening day... was home the whole day til the idea of a supper wif allan n guo qing came up... itz been long since we came out at nite to eat liaoz... 6months(sch started til now)... er... no no... 8 months bahz... hehez... ya... ok okz... sho today slept dao 230 den wake up lorr... haiz... i wana do someting... life now is sho bored......hrmz... den rite... er.... let me tink... hrmz... orhz... went to play ps2 lor... play play play... yeahs.... hrm... den online... den jiu dinner den jiu sms them for supper lorrr..... ya....

went to nanyang cc there de 24hr for supper lar.... hrmz... alot of ppl woh... 12 plus still alot... yeahz... din eat much except for some fishballs n some fries.... den a cup of drink... den tok tok tok... neither did i expect kai bin to come down sia... hahas... sho qiao... he joined us lorr.. den tok tok tok... like some ah pek lidat... lol.... ya... den gq din cycle down... duhz... sho he missed the last bus... n i had to walk frm there to home wif him... he stays futher... hahas... too bad.... but kinda good excercise lar.... ya... waiting for 230 soccer to start... another 10min more lerrr... man utd playing.... hopefully they win... actually they win anot aso nt my prob lar... lolz....

hrmz... sho u guys seen anyting new on my blog? lol... yeah rite? ya... i added the scrolling pic on the RIGHT! n the scrolling title... hahas... cos was super bored tis afternoon sho decided to go steal some HTML CODES frm ppl lar.... lol... go VIEW SOURCE... c their codes... den... hiack hiack....wadssup dude! la la la......

-hab been wondering y am i sho fond of eu... seriously speaking... other den her... the onli one whom i wld really miss was u.... did u cast a spell on me? i tink sho... anyway... still i am wondering if i am doing it rite anot.... haiz... zhen de zhen de hen luan...-




Posted at Wednesday, October 20, 2004 by number_09
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Questions Questions Questions
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lebron siao now... cos he totally rocks!
basketball wun be fun without tis 19year old guy!
don worry i'm nt gay...
but u juz gotta admire his play! COOL!

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