::Hype::Envy::Temptation::Complacency::Self Doubt::


::: do you have got wad it takes? :::

:: Lebron Says ::

** being the FEARLESS FIVE aren't easy **


Tuesday, October 26, 2004
::nine:: 37 ::another day in life::



tis are the last of the remainding pics i hab in photobucket... hrmz.
all ish like I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE lo.... hahas hrmz...
nit nt say... but the serious fact is...
i don love anyone but her...
that sexy bitchy little ting...
i touch her,
i kiss her,
i hold her,
i squeeze her.....
YES! bball.....

anyway... hrmz... hahas... u guys don tink dirty up there woh... lol... though i made it sounded dirty... hahas... BLOODY HELL... i duno y are my words so small... lol... mayb itchy hand of mine went to adjust smth... AIYA! nvm la... small den small lor... hahahas......

after a long day out yesterday n a late nite slp( i slpt at 3)... i woke at 230today cos bloody daryl was on the phone wif kian hui toking super duper bloody hell long n loud....hahas... den woke up ler... really nth to do... so on the lap top... ITZ BEEN ON SINCE DEN TIL NOW... lol... 1030 already...
sorry mr lappy... i din meant to do it... but i'm bored at home... haiz.... nth to do... tink i shall play games lata aft i chat... hahas....

-i did miss u today... but i am feeling sho sho sho numb inside of me now... how i wish u wld move that mouse to my name... CLICK on me n say HELLO! juz tt shall make me feel good.......... hahas... xiang tai duo ler...
i shan lable u a bitch cause u are nt one... i shld juz call u a fren frm now on.... thanks for everyting u did... but u needn't thank me... cos... i din do anyting... i'm onli good at one ting... tt is loving u.... but now... sorry no more.....

Posted at Tuesday, October 26, 2004 by number_09
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:: nine :: 36 ::let u go::



FAT PEOPLE ARE HARD TO KIDNAP
hehe... how true eh? i aso tink so... cos they'll be too heavy...
got tis pic frm a shop in far east... onz eh?
except for the 2nd one

Girls will be Girls...
BOys will be Toys....
SCREW TO WHOEVER WHO SAYS TIS...
FARK THE PERSON WHO CREATED IT...
N KILL THE IDIOTS WHO TAKE TIS FOR REAL......

heyaaa.... heyaaa.... itz me here again... heyaaa... hahas... today is another day of the holidays... hrmz.... kinda bored too... juz woke up in the morning at 10 n slowly dragged my feet outta bed... den bathe n shit n eat n everything de went to meet those guys... hahas... hrmz.. simply cos er fang jio-ed allan cos er fang fren wana go town... den allan jio me n gq... anyway i had nth to do... so i juz went lorr.... neither did i expect tt he brought his "princess" along.. oh man... hrmz.... yeahz.... the 2 of them hab fu qi lianz... i tink i wun name today A DAY IN ORCHARD... while i shall name it THE DAY WHEN I WITNESS 2 XIAO QI's GO OUT.... hahas... allan hab been telling me storys of amanda(princess) n him, like how she treat him... how he wana forget her... BLA BLA BLA.... n yet.... well... he is still wif her... ahahas... u see... today is outing is like onli me n guo qing r doing our own walking... juz don care them... while allan was like tagging onto HER... hahas.... so... the story of the XIAO QI's began....

so it all began... we went to take the train... nth happened... hahas... er... den after tt jiu went marche to eat... hrmz... i was like... well.... btw amanda's idea... we were all joking abt going there in the 1st place... she din asked... she juz walked in... n as we noe... er fang n her fren were wif us... teenagers like us spending our money to eat ther is ok... but students like them... when we were walking in i told GQ tt i doubt the 2 gers hab enuff money... n BINGO! they were complainning.... well... AMANDA was at fault... hello aunty.... be more considerate... tis is e 1st time u r out wif me... n the last.... i swear... HAB U EVER TOT FOR THEM? wad u told allan... u long time nv so happy ler? WAHAHHAHA.... go die larr... for tis point i aren't beri happy ler......... hurx.......
den the 2 xiao qi's (allan n amanda) started to get angry over each other over some small issues... n u cld tell by allan's face that he wana cry... lol.... rite.... cos amanda make him so ma lu in front of us.... n the 2 gers were giggling there... nvm....
i pulled allan to the toilet in marche n scolded him.... he keep scolding vulgarities... HELLO? pls mind ur words.........
den i heard amanda threatened to go home aft marche instead of shopping... well, the 2 xiao qi's din tok til we got out of marche... n everyting was back........ she din go home.. DARN! she shld hab... nvm.... den while walking the 2 xiao qi's were arguing n arguing... AIYA! childish.... idiotz... n anyway... the fact tt i aren't happy was like... it wasn't er fang fren doing shopping... it was AMANDA... HELLO?! hahas.... the most ma lu ting amanda did was to lead us wrong way to far east... heh.... STILL BEHAVE LIKE U BEEN TO ORCHARD MANY TIMES.... i immediately brought GQ n walk the correct way... hahas....anyway... my angriness was stopped here... for aft tt severe tings made me beri ok.....

yeah... ermz.... saw alot alot of cute gers today! hrmz... din noe tt there was a new calendar holiday for sec sch called the PROMOTION DAY.. i nv had tt... lol... nvm larrr.... hrmz... wad i was happy abt... when we were at taka i sms-ed jo ann n asked if she was in town... hahas... guess wad... she was at taka... but i din go find her... cos i was walking out to far east.... den at far east i went to bought snack wif GQ... den while walking back... guess wad... in front of me walked pass 3 cute gers.... n one of them stick the head out.... den suddenly stopped n shouted DEREK! hahas... pengz... yeah... jo ann... HELLO MA MA~ kekez.... hrmz.... den walked up n away again lorrr.... den while walking i saw her again.... lol... n she was like giggling... mad ger...... lol....
den i din expect to see another person... HUILING!!! hehe... hello.... yeah... quite long din see her lerrr... am chatting to her now... totally missed her... since o's til now... din really chat... hahas.... hello hello........
den aft tt we walked to pacific plaza use the HIGH CLASS toilet... lol... den aft awahile saw jo ann again... hahas... she keep smiling... mad ger... lolz...den we went off aft tt ler.... took 502 to clementi n met choon sing, hei, n jun wei... lolz.... den they all were like... DEREK!... cos of the ear hole... lol..... they tot bluff de... -_-" kekez.... heellllo guys...
hrmz... i heard GQ say andrew asked him b4... eh GQ... u tink derek becoming more n more pai kia not? lol...
i had some luffs when i  heard tt.... do i look... n behave like one? lol... pengz....
ok ok... den aft tt jiu come home lerrr... ps those ppl for playing bball................
i shld end here.... today is a day full of happenings.....

-am in foul mood rite now... i today avoided u yet again... mayb i hab sorted out my tinking once more... the cold threaten(or mayb u don feel it) i gib u... hahas.... ya... i am weird weird guy.... come on... we r no more kiddos.... i noe tt how it feels to be like by sho many... but i aso noe... how it feels... to finally be able to let goo.... gone far far away........
tis mayb the last day u read my blog... but it wun be  the last entry i add in..... u hab made me into a laughing stock to myself... for u were nv meant to be mine... n will forever nt be....... mayb he doesn't noe a bit... but let me tell u... if it has gone one step too far... i will be able to forgo friendship too....
derek blesses u... for in love n hatred lies the word PAIN........... -

Posted at Tuesday, October 26, 2004 by number_09
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Sunday, October 24, 2004
*o9* three five*hate me*





here are some of the cute pics i got frm tones4u
hehez... hrm... kinda really cute rite? kk

itz 3.55 now... suppose to go meet them to play bball... but duno y was too tired to climb outta bed... hahas... lazy me... sorry guys... pang seh u all... ya... din meant to de lar.. but really really felt tired... i did wake up at 9... but i went to slp at 910... hahas... duno y....
okok... erm... kinda bored now... sho drop by here.... ya... going out soon.... going to bathe....

-i wana let go... i tink i will.... she was nv meant to be mine.... i noeeeeee



heh! tis pic was when bo liaoz in the car den take de... at the breddall road there... kekez... alot of cars hor? lol... ok ok....
went to plaza singapure juz now...whole family went... did nth much except walking n shopping a little lorr.... BOUGHT ALOT OF TIBITS... lolz.... ops.... ya.... hrmz... wasn't crowded la there... nt bad... hahas... the talking point of today is MAN UTD vs ARSENAL...

y i say itz e toking point? hahas.... well... e match was juz now... man utd rob arsenal wif 2-0 scoreline.... they won... every man utd fan is HAPPY! including me.... they r bACK! rio was the man of the match... but mr ROONEY... 18yr old wonder kid is my hero... he won the penalty which van nistelrooy converted.... n scored one in the end...... hero? ya... he was.... the match as expected was a heated encounted between the 2 sides... newspaper has all the highlights n previews... over wad happened last time they met n so on... but the truth was... i agree tt arsenal was the better team... man utd juz took their chances... n the ref was like... BOOOO REF!!! BOOO !!!!!!
hahas.... ya.... tis match is between 2 of the biggest rivals in english football.. u can see how the ego of the players... the rivalry between them.... u can c.... the match has moments when it looked like the players wld fight.... heh.... ya.... nice match... man utd did it dirty... but cleaned up the act well... sorry arsenal... u were robbed.... man utd ended ur 49match unbeaten.... orbi! ehe.... shld hab bet on tis match... sure win alot....
it was a pleasing sight to c the players shake hands... n ppl like henry n ferdiand huggin as in friendly gesture.... at least we noe... tt they r professionals...... :D good game... good fight....

i wld wan to go n taste the atmosphere of that match again... it was incredible as especially man utd needed the victory... the cheering... the crowd... the boo-ing.... everyting... how i wish...... i cld be there to c......... wow! isn't it cool? hehez.....
anyway... i;m going to slp lerrr... 310 liaoz... head pain lerrr... yawns......... nite nite ppl.....

-i wana let go... mayb i did for tt moment... cos u were really nt meant to be mine.... hate it when tt happens... the truth was how much i hate u but i don wana say....................................... for get it......

Posted at Sunday, October 24, 2004 by number_09
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*o9* three four *hai....*





hrmz.... u guys might be wondering who tis lil cute imp is? hahas... let me tell u...
tis guy here super cute... really cute... the whole bus journey was all abt him......
ok ok... tis morning meet zz at 11 to go queensway lar... hahas... hrmz... well... saw yuhua... HELLO! den juz went over... the bus journey super long... haiz yo... den erm... reach there... i got my diamond stud liaoz! yeah.... hahas.... wait i show u the pic....den em.... bought a tee lorrr... army green de... hahas... den went back jp... n guess wad... saw a PACK OF BITCHES (pack of wolves)... best way to describle... hahas... sorry sia ah minz... din c u... next time tap my shoulder lorrrrrrr... kekez.... hrmz...... where was i.... eh eh... oh ya... den reach home abt 3 plus lidat... den rush out.....



hehez... look... the diamond stud... quite cheap sia... 2bucks nia... hehe... kk... rush out.... went to meet yan they all... but on the way meet william 1st lorr... wahhahahas... den william sho slow... i waited say 15min lidat for him sia... duhz.... den yan n jw at dover waiting mahz.... sho they wait beri long too... lol... den when they call us... actually me n william still at lake side... we bluff them say we at jurong east ler.... hahas.... den william n i came up wif lame tings.... when we met them at dover... we told them... ORH... THE TRAIN GO BACKWARDS FROM JURONG EAST TO CHINESE GARDEN SIA... lol... btw... who is sho tupid to believe? hahas... hrmz.... den rite.... ok ok... we reach orchard jiu eat long john at cineleisure... den we saw jss that rachel... sec2 de... hahas... den yan han duno her wad... BASTARD... keep shouting her name frm level 2 to level 1 ( she was at level 1)... he tot we lying... den she din respond siaaaaa -_-" hahas.... hrmz... den mum mum ler den sey min come... den we went to check on the shows lar... hrmz.... cine don hab jiu walk dao lido... den pei ye joined... lol.... the tickets all sell finish lerrr... kek rite? den jiu they wana pool.... den hahas.... den me william sey min go far east walk lor.... den sey min mad til buy 200bucks for 4 tees.....siaoooooooo.... waste me n william time... lol.... den we jiu take 174 home aft tt... long journey.......... lol...
hahas... zi lian sia me... i took a pic... C!!!!!!!!!!!!



-wang le ni...wang le ai.... bu zhi dao.... time will prove everyting....

Posted at Sunday, October 24, 2004 by number_09
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Friday, October 22, 2004
*o9* thirty three *xiang niiii*



hehehe...
both tis pic has someting to do wif shitting eh...
cute rite the lil boy?
 hahahahahhahs... weee.....

today ish a really bad bad terrible day... Y?! cos i am down wif a slight flu... my nose is block... n it keeps running... i hab problems chasing it around... LOL... hrmz... den my eyes duno y like cannot open big de... hahaas.... hrmz... wad happened today? i aso duno leh.... i onli noe i broke my record... i woke up at 4... cool eh? hahas... kinda lazy bones this few days... time to find someting do larrrr... else become fatter....

stayed up last nite to watch AC MILAN vs BARCELONA... AC MILAN won 1-0.... i even witness the disgraceful ARSENAL draw 2-2...BOOOOO.... arsenal onli... u guys still dare say MAN UTD LOUSY? hahas... go dieeeeeee...... man utd will win tis saturday.... bleahs... can't wait to c them end ur 50match no losing streak!

wah... tong buay tiao.... sneezing like shit now.... hahhas..... today is really a terrible day... I TOLD U! y u don believe... lol.... there's lightning out there.... again.... hrmz... d/l some HP games to play... lol... nt bad.... quite fun... finally hp is fun liaoz... last few times no games not fun.... hahahahs.... hrmz......let me see wad else happened today? hrmz.... heard ah ma fainted at home today.... mayb might go down myself tml or day aft tml bahz... c  how... hrmz.... she seem to be getting weaker tis few days... haiz... hopefully she is alright bahz.... haiz.............. k la... itz 2 am... i shld end here lerrr... nitey guys.....

i've the urge to distant myself frm u... i've the urge of distanting myself frm everyone... i duno y... the voice inside me... it says... DEREK... GET A LIFE... everyone tells me to find a ger... but i don wan... n yet... i duno y... i'm still falling in luv... i wana distant myself... i wan to.... haiz... feeling sho terrible inside me... dreamt of u again... DARN IT ! GET OUT GET OUT! .........



-i don care wad they say... i onli care of wad u say..........-

Posted at Friday, October 22, 2004 by number_09
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Thursday, October 21, 2004
*o9* three two *xiang ni*



If you are sweet and sincere, i'll call u my DEAR
if u are kind and funny, i'll call u my HONEY
if you are caring and smart, you can be my SWEETHEART
if u are all of the above, then it muz be TRUE LOVE

aren't tis sweet? hehez.... ok ok... let's hab a cute one below...



hahas... how abt tis? aren't the ger cute?
hahas.... but how wld a cute ger do such a stunt? sehz...
can't believe it... ? keke....

hrmz... hiyaz ppl! itz me again... noticed i;ve been blogging regularly recently? hahas... got reason de... cos hor... HOLIDAYS MAH... NTH TO DO MAH.... SHO BLOG LORRR... kekez...
hrmz... last nite watch soccer dao 430... yeah... planning to watch tonight's big match AC MILAN VS BARCELONA... BARCELONA will win... i guess... last nite man utd wasted my time... a bored match wif a scoreless scoreline... IDIOT eh? ya.... tupid..... FERGIE OUT!!! I WAN A NEW MANAGER!!!!.... hahas......

hrmz... ok ok... sho tis morning wakey at 230 lor... den realise mummy go off ler... suppose to IMM meet her to get the phone done de.... in the end hahas... den i played ps n watch tv... the show is sho nice.... abt some aeroplane racing de... den the fellow abt to win liao ( he was the onli survivor, the others crashed out) but he turned back n save the 2nd guy who crashed.... hrmz... tis show really showed tt winning isn't everyting... i mean.. he man forgo the 25million prize juz to save his enermy... pro... hahas... but itz juz a show... hrmz.... ya....

den sms gq to ask if he free pei me go IMM lor... wah.... rain dao sho heavy... hahas... walk to the bus stop all the slipper wet sia... lol... hrmz... den met gq den heng he brought unbrella... den walked to the IMM bus the stop there... den i tried to c if my blue tooth working... LOL... den rite... it sent out alot alot of files seh... .pengz... lol.. means hor... my bluetooth kana virus... ahhas... den went IMM.. kaoz... go there = nv go... the guy aso duno how to make.. he say the dictionary problem nit the ORIGINAL MMC CARD (which i trade in to him)... BUT HE DIN SAY LOR!!! fucks... hahas... den go back jp had some long john wif gq... den went walk... walk liaos jiu go stock up my sweets... hahas... now got tibits ler... YEAH!!! ops.... kekez...

I just can't believe this man
This is another night of these thoughts
Can't get this outta my head, yeah
Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

*I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cuz my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin', please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know*

Oh baby
I think about it when I hold you
When looking in your eyes, I can't believe
I don't need to know the truth
Baby, keep it to yourself

Repeat *
Did he touch you better than me
Did he watch you fall asleep
Did you show him all those things
That you used to do to me
If you're better off that way
Baby all that i can say
so you do your thing
and don't come back to me

[Puffy]
i don't wanna know your whereabouts or how you movin
i know when you in the house or when you cruisin
its been proven, my love you abusin
i can't understand how a man got you choosin (yeah)
undecided i came and provided, my undivided
you came and denied it (why?)
don't even try it, i know when you lyin (i know when you lyin)
don't even do that
i know why you cryin (stop cryin)
i'm not applyin no pressure, just wanna let you know
that i don't wanna let you go (i don't wanna let you go)
and i don't wanna let you leave
can't say i didn't let you breathe
gave you extra cheese(c'mon) put you in the SUV
you wanted ice so i made you freeze
made you hot like the west indies (that's right)
now its time you invest in me
cause if not then its best you leave
holla yeah
Repeat * *

I DON WANA NOE - MARIO WINAS
the orangy words are for the you out ther... :D
i've let u go.. tis r juz for u... see it... how true...

-i duno if u noe how i feel abt u... but seriously telling u... i've nv felt like tis b4...
i onli hope tt i wld let u go too... for... i duno if i am rite... sorry... miss ya....

true defeat is nt when u lose to ur opponent.. but is when u lose to urself....





Posted at Thursday, October 21, 2004 by number_09
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004
*o9* three-one *boredom*












I LOVE YOU
AI NI 100%
hehez... nice hor tis 2 pics? ya la...
how abt 2 bian tai de? kekez... look n seee...

















how abt tis 2? hahas...
mr bean face is bian tai enuff.. so is the next pic eh? lol

hrmz... i am home now... was home since 1.30... itz 2.16 now... erm.. for ur info... itz AM hor... nt PM.... ya... basically... again today ish nt a really happening day... was home the whole day til the idea of a supper wif allan n guo qing came up... itz been long since we came out at nite to eat liaoz... 6months(sch started til now)... er... no no... 8 months bahz... hehez... ya... ok okz... sho today slept dao 230 den wake up lorr... haiz... i wana do someting... life now is sho bored......hrmz... den rite... er.... let me tink... hrmz... orhz... went to play ps2 lor... play play play... yeahs.... hrm... den online... den jiu dinner den jiu sms them for supper lorrr..... ya....

went to nanyang cc there de 24hr for supper lar.... hrmz... alot of ppl woh... 12 plus still alot... yeahz... din eat much except for some fishballs n some fries.... den a cup of drink... den tok tok tok... neither did i expect kai bin to come down sia... hahas... sho qiao... he joined us lorr.. den tok tok tok... like some ah pek lidat... lol.... ya... den gq din cycle down... duhz... sho he missed the last bus... n i had to walk frm there to home wif him... he stays futher... hahas... too bad.... but kinda good excercise lar.... ya... waiting for 230 soccer to start... another 10min more lerrr... man utd playing.... hopefully they win... actually they win anot aso nt my prob lar... lolz....

hrmz... sho u guys seen anyting new on my blog? lol... yeah rite? ya... i added the scrolling pic on the RIGHT! n the scrolling title... hahas... cos was super bored tis afternoon sho decided to go steal some HTML CODES frm ppl lar.... lol... go VIEW SOURCE... c their codes... den... hiack hiack....wadssup dude! la la la......

-hab been wondering y am i sho fond of eu... seriously speaking... other den her... the onli one whom i wld really miss was u.... did u cast a spell on me? i tink sho... anyway... still i am wondering if i am doing it rite anot.... haiz... zhen de zhen de hen luan...-




Posted at Wednesday, October 20, 2004 by number_09
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Monday, October 18, 2004
*o9* three zero - thirty *hen ai ni*



fate onli takes you
to a certain point then
itz up to you to make it
HAPPER.......
how true eh? yeahz.... sorta kinda true... :D



hahas... tis pic was taken yesterday at the petrol station...
kinda bo liao la... but as pa pa was refilling i juz played lor.. keke..
hrmz.. y tis pic? partly cos of the horrible weather.. SHO HOT!
but juz as i was putting n tinking of tis pic...
IT JUZ STARTED TO RAIN NOW! hahas.... fool...
FEELING HOT AND DIRTY? lol...
-gek poh the shell station-

hrmz... today whole dayyy at home siaaa.... din go out... sho got nth to write lor... LOL! la la la.... ok lar... hrmz... slp til 2plus today... keke... i had a fun time toking to u last nite... our new zoo cum airport cum bird park... eh? lolz... la la la... yawns... kinda nth to do now too.. offline soon too... hrmz...
itz pouring heavily outside now lerrrrrr....... sho baddd....... hahas... suddenly pour... k la.. nth to write... basically tis week got nth on... tinking of a place to go... other ppl habing exams.. while i'm slacking... la la la........ kekez.....

-tian tian hui xiang ni... but i duno if i am doing rite abot lehz... haiz.... ai ni hen ai ni...... kai shi xi huan ni hen duo ler....

Posted at Monday, October 18, 2004 by number_09
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*o9* 20 - NINE!!!!! *berserk!!!!*



high 5!!!!
lol....my hand....
shooo big..........

yawnsssssssss..... twist turn flip flop bend.... can't slp can't slp... hahas... y ar... bu zhi dao lehz.... den like lie dao at 1plus.... den din slp dao abt 3 plus.... den 4plus wake up... den lie there twist turn again.... lol... den beri cold.... the fan blowing me... lol... den i juz close me eyes lorr... close close close dao alarm ring..

hehez... den bathe all den go training lorr...... den reach there saw zz lying on the ground lorr.... den jiu found out he broke his leg.... LOL! ORBI@@@!!!! lol..... den aft tat training start lorrrr... run run den do shi zhe pao.... den aft tt lay up fake... both sides... den aft tat do fake den shot... both sides..... den play 3 on 3... den aft 3 on 3 got play the 3point shoot out lorr... LOL! I WON!!! they owe me 4cans of drinks liaoz... lolz.... den go kfc mum mum the chicken tom yum de.... den go home.........

den home liaos den bathe den onlineeeeee..... den mom off the router... den i was d/l music, kaozzzzzzzzz......... keke... den jiu prepare go out lorrrr.... duno y din wana slp... hahas... sho whole day din wana slp lorrr....  hahahs.... went out for dinner lar... toa payoh lorong 5... mum mum liaoz... go toa payoh central n buy some stuffs... den went ah ma hse.... was so afriad  she sees it.....THE EAR HOLE... hahas... cos ah ma don let us guys hab holes... tt;s the problem... kinda illegal abit... hahas... k lar....  yawns,.... kinda tired now..... yawns..... the ear hole kinda numb n pain today... cos the stick was big n the hole was small... LOL... sehz....

oh ya... suddenly remember eh... er... was like.... hrmz... juz now on the way home rite... the road was bloody hell misty... ya... n tis really make me more motivated to move on n on n on n on.... y? cos the misty road is like the rest of my life journey... u wun noe wad to expect... the misty road... the more u go the more u see... YEAH! i will ehz... la la la....

was tinking tt i hab alot to blog juz now... LOL! yuan lai sho little nia sia... haiz yo yo yo yo yo ... lolz...... nvm... tis is counted alot ler... kekez... anyway... my magic bag trick... i din mention... kekekz... guys... don tell other ppl abt it til i show them hor.... thanks eh...hahas...
end here bahz...

valerie- thanks for the tag eh.......... but kinda yeah... tink  misunderstood abit? hahas.. itz okay... but thanks anyway... muacks... :D but i am happy tt u did care... :D beri beri happy.... thanks alot............ eh eh... n wad i told u today... shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... keke... i trust u more den anyone else....

rinna- eh... palvin was saying tt yesterday when both me n him walked over to see wad happened, u shouted at us to tell us nt to go over eh? hahas... don nit worry abt me de... i noe wad i am doing n more noe how to take care of myself... :D  u said u admire my spirit? seriously speaking... u needn't admire... i noe wad u are mentioning to actually lar... u needn't... there'll be a day u'll behave like i do.... in a sense... MATURE... at times i may crap n joke n play... hahas... tt's the immature side of me.. but tt day... tt situation... if i were nt mature enuff, i admit... i wun be able to handle it too.. :D thanks for u caring... but i tot yesterday was juz someting u guys, esp young ppl nit to learn... I JUZ WANA PLAY BBALL... Y FITE? :D

i tot i juz heard u said "miss ya"... e other time i heard it was ages ago... hrmz.... duno if u tink i am tupid... but i am happy to hear u luff at my jokex... hahas... tupid me... anyway... yeah... i'll slp soon when this entry is over... i miz u too....... nitex...

-mind in a big mess.... can go berserk!!!!!! ARGH.... am i doing it rite? or am i doing wrong? i duno... liking u mayb a mistake bahz? bu zhi dao........... can u tell me... pls... ?


- the misty road ahead

we will nt noe what is install in the future for us
n i wish to find out..........
we nv noe wad will happen to us in front...
so let's juz find out....
we nv noe if we will meet next time...
but let's move on n let fate decide............

-all i hab to say abt misty road... i tink itz sho true... aren;t it? -
 

Posted at Monday, October 18, 2004 by number_09
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Saturday, October 16, 2004
*o9* twenty 8 *meng dao ni*


tis pic best descible wad i wana say now...
tis is a nice one eh? hiack hiack... ops....

hrmz... today woke up at 2plus lorr... hahas... kana waken by jia ling de la! duhz.... hahas... u fault manz.... y u wake me... else i can slp dao song... the match between t-net n ex t-net was like er... i din wana go de... budden kana make dao my fault if i don go... seriously lar... i was beri beri beri angry de... told u all ler... i can go berserk one day.... idiot... nvm lor... went lorr... den jia ling they all wana take cab... siao! don nit de lar.... take u time eh...

hrmz.... ok ok... the match was quite ok lar... kinda piss wif them using my players without notice... angry lar! more angry... but since keng hui ish my fren... n since they r there... i cnnt don gib face... he did apologise.... nvm... wad i heard frm zz was keng hui ask them to play til got blood in the opponent... haiz yo... sorry dude... my guys r train to play the rite way... nt the wrong way... zz was clever in telling keng hui he can't do it... good job... i was the ref... n that match was the waste match a ref wld wana take... y? alot of happenings... bad plays.... nth to say... but i tink i saw quite a few good players... t-net did hab good players... but i don intend to touch them... mayb for one or 2... :x tt daren is a potential... nt bad... ming yu will be a good one... ermz... as for opposition... well...... teck wei seems interested in coming back.... er.... n tt yuan ching guy who was beaten is a good one too... :D nvm..... tink today was juz beri bad....

though i din play bball or wad like the other sats... but let me tell u.... i am in a really bad mood... hai yo... the beautiful game was spoiled.... darn it... guys... U R SO IMMATURE!!!!! GO DIE!!!!! come on......... this is a game of bball... u won.... n u wan more? darn it... win den win liaoz... still wan more?! spoil the game... disappointed in u actions.... i am actually on a verge of wanting to merge wif u... but since today tt is the case... i tot.... mayb i wun wan my players to merge wif u all afterall.. sorry... u disappoint me.......

last nite dreamt of u again.......... really.... haiz... dreamt of u...... i saw u...... kan dao ni... zhen gao xing... but... i guess... it wun come true again.... take care ger.... haiz.......

-i look sho bad... when i see u wif him... it juz makes me sad...happy couple.............. wun spoil ya...

Posted at Saturday, October 16, 2004 by number_09
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Questions Questions Questions
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a little abt myself on e top...
lebron siao now... cos he totally rocks!
basketball wun be fun without tis 19year old guy!
don worry i'm nt gay...
but u juz gotta admire his play! COOL!

("v")i dedicate tis blog 2 her... she was e on who really made me move on... with those harsh words that nobody ever uses on me...with the sweet looks n smiles on her face... i am charmed by her...miss her...("v")


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