::Hype::Envy::Temptation::Complacency::Self Doubt::


::: do you have got wad it takes? :::

:: Lebron Says ::

** being the FEARLESS FIVE aren't easy **


Thursday, October 21, 2004
*o9* three two *xiang ni*



If you are sweet and sincere, i'll call u my DEAR
if u are kind and funny, i'll call u my HONEY
if you are caring and smart, you can be my SWEETHEART
if u are all of the above, then it muz be TRUE LOVE

aren't tis sweet? hehez.... ok ok... let's hab a cute one below...



hahas... how abt tis? aren't the ger cute?
hahas.... but how wld a cute ger do such a stunt? sehz...
can't believe it... ? keke....

hrmz... hiyaz ppl! itz me again... noticed i;ve been blogging regularly recently? hahas... got reason de... cos hor... HOLIDAYS MAH... NTH TO DO MAH.... SHO BLOG LORRR... kekez...
hrmz... last nite watch soccer dao 430... yeah... planning to watch tonight's big match AC MILAN VS BARCELONA... BARCELONA will win... i guess... last nite man utd wasted my time... a bored match wif a scoreless scoreline... IDIOT eh? ya.... tupid..... FERGIE OUT!!! I WAN A NEW MANAGER!!!!.... hahas......

hrmz... ok ok... sho tis morning wakey at 230 lor... den realise mummy go off ler... suppose to IMM meet her to get the phone done de.... in the end hahas... den i played ps n watch tv... the show is sho nice.... abt some aeroplane racing de... den the fellow abt to win liao ( he was the onli survivor, the others crashed out) but he turned back n save the 2nd guy who crashed.... hrmz... tis show really showed tt winning isn't everyting... i mean.. he man forgo the 25million prize juz to save his enermy... pro... hahas... but itz juz a show... hrmz.... ya....

den sms gq to ask if he free pei me go IMM lor... wah.... rain dao sho heavy... hahas... walk to the bus stop all the slipper wet sia... lol... hrmz... den met gq den heng he brought unbrella... den walked to the IMM bus the stop there... den i tried to c if my blue tooth working... LOL... den rite... it sent out alot alot of files seh... .pengz... lol.. means hor... my bluetooth kana virus... ahhas... den went IMM.. kaoz... go there = nv go... the guy aso duno how to make.. he say the dictionary problem nit the ORIGINAL MMC CARD (which i trade in to him)... BUT HE DIN SAY LOR!!! fucks... hahas... den go back jp had some long john wif gq... den went walk... walk liaos jiu go stock up my sweets... hahas... now got tibits ler... YEAH!!! ops.... kekez...

I just can't believe this man
This is another night of these thoughts
Can't get this outta my head, yeah
Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

*I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cuz my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin', please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know*

Oh baby
I think about it when I hold you
When looking in your eyes, I can't believe
I don't need to know the truth
Baby, keep it to yourself

Repeat *
Did he touch you better than me
Did he watch you fall asleep
Did you show him all those things
That you used to do to me
If you're better off that way
Baby all that i can say
so you do your thing
and don't come back to me

[Puffy]
i don't wanna know your whereabouts or how you movin
i know when you in the house or when you cruisin
its been proven, my love you abusin
i can't understand how a man got you choosin (yeah)
undecided i came and provided, my undivided
you came and denied it (why?)
don't even try it, i know when you lyin (i know when you lyin)
don't even do that
i know why you cryin (stop cryin)
i'm not applyin no pressure, just wanna let you know
that i don't wanna let you go (i don't wanna let you go)
and i don't wanna let you leave
can't say i didn't let you breathe
gave you extra cheese(c'mon) put you in the SUV
you wanted ice so i made you freeze
made you hot like the west indies (that's right)
now its time you invest in me
cause if not then its best you leave
holla yeah
Repeat * *

I DON WANA NOE - MARIO WINAS
the orangy words are for the you out ther... :D
i've let u go.. tis r juz for u... see it... how true...

-i duno if u noe how i feel abt u... but seriously telling u... i've nv felt like tis b4...
i onli hope tt i wld let u go too... for... i duno if i am rite... sorry... miss ya....

true defeat is nt when u lose to ur opponent.. but is when u lose to urself....





Posted at Thursday, October 21, 2004 by number_09
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004
*o9* three-one *boredom*












I LOVE YOU
AI NI 100%
hehez... nice hor tis 2 pics? ya la...
how abt 2 bian tai de? kekez... look n seee...

















how abt tis 2? hahas...
mr bean face is bian tai enuff.. so is the next pic eh? lol

hrmz... i am home now... was home since 1.30... itz 2.16 now... erm.. for ur info... itz AM hor... nt PM.... ya... basically... again today ish nt a really happening day... was home the whole day til the idea of a supper wif allan n guo qing came up... itz been long since we came out at nite to eat liaoz... 6months(sch started til now)... er... no no... 8 months bahz... hehez... ya... ok okz... sho today slept dao 230 den wake up lorr... haiz... i wana do someting... life now is sho bored......hrmz... den rite... er.... let me tink... hrmz... orhz... went to play ps2 lor... play play play... yeahs.... hrm... den online... den jiu dinner den jiu sms them for supper lorrr..... ya....

went to nanyang cc there de 24hr for supper lar.... hrmz... alot of ppl woh... 12 plus still alot... yeahz... din eat much except for some fishballs n some fries.... den a cup of drink... den tok tok tok... neither did i expect kai bin to come down sia... hahas... sho qiao... he joined us lorr.. den tok tok tok... like some ah pek lidat... lol.... ya... den gq din cycle down... duhz... sho he missed the last bus... n i had to walk frm there to home wif him... he stays futher... hahas... too bad.... but kinda good excercise lar.... ya... waiting for 230 soccer to start... another 10min more lerrr... man utd playing.... hopefully they win... actually they win anot aso nt my prob lar... lolz....

hrmz... sho u guys seen anyting new on my blog? lol... yeah rite? ya... i added the scrolling pic on the RIGHT! n the scrolling title... hahas... cos was super bored tis afternoon sho decided to go steal some HTML CODES frm ppl lar.... lol... go VIEW SOURCE... c their codes... den... hiack hiack....wadssup dude! la la la......

-hab been wondering y am i sho fond of eu... seriously speaking... other den her... the onli one whom i wld really miss was u.... did u cast a spell on me? i tink sho... anyway... still i am wondering if i am doing it rite anot.... haiz... zhen de zhen de hen luan...-




Posted at Wednesday, October 20, 2004 by number_09
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Monday, October 18, 2004
*o9* three zero - thirty *hen ai ni*



fate onli takes you
to a certain point then
itz up to you to make it
HAPPER.......
how true eh? yeahz.... sorta kinda true... :D



hahas... tis pic was taken yesterday at the petrol station...
kinda bo liao la... but as pa pa was refilling i juz played lor.. keke..
hrmz.. y tis pic? partly cos of the horrible weather.. SHO HOT!
but juz as i was putting n tinking of tis pic...
IT JUZ STARTED TO RAIN NOW! hahas.... fool...
FEELING HOT AND DIRTY? lol...
-gek poh the shell station-

hrmz... today whole dayyy at home siaaa.... din go out... sho got nth to write lor... LOL! la la la.... ok lar... hrmz... slp til 2plus today... keke... i had a fun time toking to u last nite... our new zoo cum airport cum bird park... eh? lolz... la la la... yawns... kinda nth to do now too.. offline soon too... hrmz...
itz pouring heavily outside now lerrrrrr....... sho baddd....... hahas... suddenly pour... k la.. nth to write... basically tis week got nth on... tinking of a place to go... other ppl habing exams.. while i'm slacking... la la la........ kekez.....

-tian tian hui xiang ni... but i duno if i am doing rite abot lehz... haiz.... ai ni hen ai ni...... kai shi xi huan ni hen duo ler....

Posted at Monday, October 18, 2004 by number_09
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*o9* 20 - NINE!!!!! *berserk!!!!*



high 5!!!!
lol....my hand....
shooo big..........

yawnsssssssss..... twist turn flip flop bend.... can't slp can't slp... hahas... y ar... bu zhi dao lehz.... den like lie dao at 1plus.... den din slp dao abt 3 plus.... den 4plus wake up... den lie there twist turn again.... lol... den beri cold.... the fan blowing me... lol... den i juz close me eyes lorr... close close close dao alarm ring..

hehez... den bathe all den go training lorr...... den reach there saw zz lying on the ground lorr.... den jiu found out he broke his leg.... LOL! ORBI@@@!!!! lol..... den aft tat training start lorrrr... run run den do shi zhe pao.... den aft tt lay up fake... both sides... den aft tat do fake den shot... both sides..... den play 3 on 3... den aft 3 on 3 got play the 3point shoot out lorr... LOL! I WON!!! they owe me 4cans of drinks liaoz... lolz.... den go kfc mum mum the chicken tom yum de.... den go home.........

den home liaos den bathe den onlineeeeee..... den mom off the router... den i was d/l music, kaozzzzzzzzz......... keke... den jiu prepare go out lorrrr.... duno y din wana slp... hahas... sho whole day din wana slp lorrr....  hahahs.... went out for dinner lar... toa payoh lorong 5... mum mum liaoz... go toa payoh central n buy some stuffs... den went ah ma hse.... was so afriad  she sees it.....THE EAR HOLE... hahas... cos ah ma don let us guys hab holes... tt;s the problem... kinda illegal abit... hahas... k lar....  yawns,.... kinda tired now..... yawns..... the ear hole kinda numb n pain today... cos the stick was big n the hole was small... LOL... sehz....

oh ya... suddenly remember eh... er... was like.... hrmz... juz now on the way home rite... the road was bloody hell misty... ya... n tis really make me more motivated to move on n on n on n on.... y? cos the misty road is like the rest of my life journey... u wun noe wad to expect... the misty road... the more u go the more u see... YEAH! i will ehz... la la la....

was tinking tt i hab alot to blog juz now... LOL! yuan lai sho little nia sia... haiz yo yo yo yo yo ... lolz...... nvm... tis is counted alot ler... kekez... anyway... my magic bag trick... i din mention... kekekz... guys... don tell other ppl abt it til i show them hor.... thanks eh...hahas...
end here bahz...

valerie- thanks for the tag eh.......... but kinda yeah... tink  misunderstood abit? hahas.. itz okay... but thanks anyway... muacks... :D but i am happy tt u did care... :D beri beri happy.... thanks alot............ eh eh... n wad i told u today... shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... keke... i trust u more den anyone else....

rinna- eh... palvin was saying tt yesterday when both me n him walked over to see wad happened, u shouted at us to tell us nt to go over eh? hahas... don nit worry abt me de... i noe wad i am doing n more noe how to take care of myself... :D  u said u admire my spirit? seriously speaking... u needn't admire... i noe wad u are mentioning to actually lar... u needn't... there'll be a day u'll behave like i do.... in a sense... MATURE... at times i may crap n joke n play... hahas... tt's the immature side of me.. but tt day... tt situation... if i were nt mature enuff, i admit... i wun be able to handle it too.. :D thanks for u caring... but i tot yesterday was juz someting u guys, esp young ppl nit to learn... I JUZ WANA PLAY BBALL... Y FITE? :D

i tot i juz heard u said "miss ya"... e other time i heard it was ages ago... hrmz.... duno if u tink i am tupid... but i am happy to hear u luff at my jokex... hahas... tupid me... anyway... yeah... i'll slp soon when this entry is over... i miz u too....... nitex...

-mind in a big mess.... can go berserk!!!!!! ARGH.... am i doing it rite? or am i doing wrong? i duno... liking u mayb a mistake bahz? bu zhi dao........... can u tell me... pls... ?


- the misty road ahead

we will nt noe what is install in the future for us
n i wish to find out..........
we nv noe wad will happen to us in front...
so let's juz find out....
we nv noe if we will meet next time...
but let's move on n let fate decide............

-all i hab to say abt misty road... i tink itz sho true... aren;t it? -
 

Posted at Monday, October 18, 2004 by number_09
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Saturday, October 16, 2004
*o9* twenty 8 *meng dao ni*


tis pic best descible wad i wana say now...
tis is a nice one eh? hiack hiack... ops....

hrmz... today woke up at 2plus lorr... hahas... kana waken by jia ling de la! duhz.... hahas... u fault manz.... y u wake me... else i can slp dao song... the match between t-net n ex t-net was like er... i din wana go de... budden kana make dao my fault if i don go... seriously lar... i was beri beri beri angry de... told u all ler... i can go berserk one day.... idiot... nvm lor... went lorr... den jia ling they all wana take cab... siao! don nit de lar.... take u time eh...

hrmz.... ok ok... the match was quite ok lar... kinda piss wif them using my players without notice... angry lar! more angry... but since keng hui ish my fren... n since they r there... i cnnt don gib face... he did apologise.... nvm... wad i heard frm zz was keng hui ask them to play til got blood in the opponent... haiz yo... sorry dude... my guys r train to play the rite way... nt the wrong way... zz was clever in telling keng hui he can't do it... good job... i was the ref... n that match was the waste match a ref wld wana take... y? alot of happenings... bad plays.... nth to say... but i tink i saw quite a few good players... t-net did hab good players... but i don intend to touch them... mayb for one or 2... :x tt daren is a potential... nt bad... ming yu will be a good one... ermz... as for opposition... well...... teck wei seems interested in coming back.... er.... n tt yuan ching guy who was beaten is a good one too... :D nvm..... tink today was juz beri bad....

though i din play bball or wad like the other sats... but let me tell u.... i am in a really bad mood... hai yo... the beautiful game was spoiled.... darn it... guys... U R SO IMMATURE!!!!! GO DIE!!!!! come on......... this is a game of bball... u won.... n u wan more? darn it... win den win liaoz... still wan more?! spoil the game... disappointed in u actions.... i am actually on a verge of wanting to merge wif u... but since today tt is the case... i tot.... mayb i wun wan my players to merge wif u all afterall.. sorry... u disappoint me.......

last nite dreamt of u again.......... really.... haiz... dreamt of u...... i saw u...... kan dao ni... zhen gao xing... but... i guess... it wun come true again.... take care ger.... haiz.......

-i look sho bad... when i see u wif him... it juz makes me sad...happy couple.............. wun spoil ya...

Posted at Saturday, October 16, 2004 by number_09
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Friday, October 15, 2004
*o9* twenty 7 *kan dao ni*














aren't tis 2 bears cute? hehez...
yeah they are absolutely i feel....

hrmz... kinda bored now so decided to blog lorr... y am i bored? yeahs... cos simply i hab nth to do wads... hahas... er... din feel like bloggin today one u c... but really really nth to do... so juz blog....

yeah yeahz... ok ok... wad happened today? kana tricked into going to bball lorrr...den nobody turn up except for me, zz n rinna... hai hao lar... hrmz... 11 leh! still can slp de... i onli slp like 6 and half hours eh? hahas... tired lar... ok okz... den play play play play lorr... den 2plus lidat go jp n walk... den abt 3plus jiu go back ler lorr.... hahas.... go bball again... juz simply bball onli lorr.... but i am beri tan now... kana burned by the sun... HAHAS! aiyerrr.... ok ok... den nth to do liaoz... yawns.............

pardon me ar.... hahas... guess u guys tot i was nt happy at the ending ending part of the day eh? nahz... I'M OKAY LA... nth is wrong... i am fine.............. :)

i am looking for a more fun filled hols... so wad if mine starts 2weeks b4 the other courses... i hab been doing nth but bballing onli... can't i hab more fun? huh..... god is unfair to gimme a class full of idiots n no life gigs.... god is unfair to gimme such a idiotic state of life whereby u juz ran off.... how i wish... how i wish....i got a feel tt... it was meant to be.... i chose to believe in god... COS GOD! I TRUST U TO MAKE MY LIFE WORTHWHILE... but c.... itz nt at all...i guess i'll juz follow my heart eh...... follow n nt make mistakes.... follow n juz move ahead... for all u noe...at tis beri moment... if i hab the chance to go berserk... I WILL... i will... i will.........

-my mind-
HELLO! wad;s tt in there? can u leave me alone? don keep running thru n thru again... PLS! i am feeling miserable enuff liaoz... DON keep going thru my mind... I duno wad u r... where u r... n wad u do... BUT JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE WILL U??
leave me alone........ pls.... i beg eu.......

bu dong wo xi huan ni you duo shao.....

Posted at Friday, October 15, 2004 by number_09
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*o9* twenty 5 *miss you*














da ben dan de ni wo xi huan...........
hehe....

thanks to mr bo liaoz eh... thanks for caring for me....
if u din care... u wun hab tag lerr....
erz..... ok ok ok.... continue other half day eh? hahas...
went to bball at art park.... den there got the tents the tingy... hahas..... den no choice go colour court play lorr... hehez... hahas... den ther got china man playing... they quite fun de la... lol... man li hai too.... hahas... den play play play lor... sorry alvin... qie u dao like u beri pain lidat........ sorry... den jun hao they all come n play.... play wif them lorrr.... yeahz.... den errrrrrrr............................ hahas... den play wif them lorr.... den er... play 2 on 2 wif william n chong kiat n alvin.... alvin n me won!!!!!!!!! reallyyyyyyyyyy.........

erz.... den nth liaoz.... sian..... hahas... gen ni jiang dian hua.... hehez....  la la la la.....
today totally din c u... :) ......

-hao xiang ni

Posted at Friday, October 15, 2004 by number_09
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Thursday, October 14, 2004
*o9* twenty five *why ar?*













ehz... cute eh? sian dan chao ren...
ultra man... hehez... :D

kinda feeling bored now... decided to come update, sho tt lata at nite who ever blog hops hab a new entry to read eh? hehez... C! i am sho caring... lalala.... anyway... the pics damn cute.....

ok okz... let moi start eh... hrmz... update on yesterday lar... yesterday wad happened? er... nth much actually lorrr. sama sama... went to bball again lorrr... wif rinna, zz n jia ling... hrmz... wah liew... errr.... got quite alot of tings happen nahz... but rite... RINNA! wad medicine u eat huh? hahas... can't believe coconut u win me.... ABC aso! siao siao... hahas... must be eat someting de... hurx.... sho bad... :x hehez.... hao lorrr... den came home... online.... den tok on phone to u... den watch soccer... sorry ehx.... ermz... actually can continue toking de... but u keep saying wan me hang up... :P

yeahz... den watch dao 230 lidat? no no... 3..... ya... den slp... hahas... had a weird dream siaz...... i dreamt i was involve in an action pack dream... got fighting... got alot alot lar... lolz.... FunNNy jiu correct lerrrr... den got terrorist kidnap ppl den wana go save bla bla... hahas... cnnt believe it... hrmz........ den rite... er....... today slp dao 230 wakey....... so tired... duno y... but alot ppl sms me in the morning... tupid spoil my slp... hahas......

den now jiu online do nth lorr... blog here... going to bball at 530 lata.... siannnzzz.... art park! hahas...... nth to do... yeahz...... bored jiu correct lerrr..........

-dreams tt wun come true-
eu coming back to me?
it has been eu tis few days...
mayb...
wondering if the dreams meant anyting at all....
shan let others down too...
i shan be tinking of u somehow...
life is sho.... move on.............................
i will eventually forget u.....
hatred fills my heart...
beware of the mad man (to the beggar)
i wun forget wad u did to me...

Posted at Thursday, October 14, 2004 by number_09
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Wednesday, October 13, 2004
*o9* twenty four *7610*



Here is a pic of my beautiful ear...

hrmz... ok ok... today got woken by brandon at 1030 lidat... hahas... he is such a funny person... he called... den say... OEI! still slping huh? go brush teeth wash face den call me... PENGZ! hahas...ya... ok ok... so got him back n met him at 12 in jp... was heading to have our ear pierce eh... 1st time abit scared bahz? nt sure... i onli noe it was beri fast... den brandon was like so scared... lol... keep asking pain anot lar... bla bla bla... lolz...
den we went to buy ear sticks... den walk few round.... went to c shoes... both us eye the same shoes! BRUDDER BRUDDER! lol.... den walk walk... den went home lorrr......

hehez... den left house at 245 to go IMM meet ma ma buy 7610! FINALLY I GOT IT... but wif a price to pay... trade in my 6610... full of memories in tt phone... haiz... ok okz... yeahz... the pic above was by me new phone... EAR HOLE! FINALLY! 7610 too.... hahahs.... den when reach there saw na na they all lorr... say hi but tink they din hear bahz? lol... na na was telling me her fren said smth... abt shuai or wad de... JOKE OF THE CENTURY MAN!!!!! hahas.... yeahz... den got the phone for 350.. thanks ma ma n pa pa.... :D

den on the way home was raining... budden rite.... reach home no rain... sho na na jio me bball... i jio bra n kai wen go too... yeahz.... jia ling quite suay... kana 2 time s the ball... hope she is okay bahz? huhz...... :D i din wana do anyting abt those guys de... i was planning if there is a 3rd person kana hit... i will wana do smth abt it de.... idiotz.... bball court play soccer? sot...... go home drink milk larr.... lolz....  den i 1 on 1 wif kai wen.... ehhhh...... not bad lar.... din bully him.... due to lack of stamina... i almost lost... i lead 5-0 at 1st... den he chase dao 5-6... but i won 7-6...... good game my fren... :D

yeahz... home den keep meddling n figuring the phone... hahas... still doing it now... tink shld go slp lerrr... ma scolding ler.... yeahz... nite dudes..................................

-wondering if itz true?

Posted at Wednesday, October 13, 2004 by number_09
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
*o9* twenty-three *hao fan*



I can always make you smile...
hrmz.... but now... can i still?
i always remember myself doing tupid tings to make u smile...
i always remember myself talking tupid tings to make u smile...
but can i still do tt n u will smile?
or will i ever get the chance to do tt again eh?
i suppose not bah? bu zhi dao....

suppose to hab met brandon today for piercing my ear... (* i'm gonna get my ear pierce... so excited eh.... hahahahahhahahahas *) but again he put my aeroplane... hiack hiack... KILL HIM LIAOZ! called him at 12... 1 and 2... but cnnt find... when i manage to find him at 3... he said he bought hair dye... no money liaoz... PENGZ! nvm... we are going tomorrow (mayb)... LOL! yeahz.... sho i jio him go bball wif us today....

3 consectcative days of basketball works wonders... i don feel rusty at all... i decided nt to bother abt this back of mine... fan zheng when i play it does nt really hurt bahz... onli when rest den hurt... YEAH! ermz.... suppose to go there at 330 today lar... but reach at 430? late lerr... hahas.... den saw na na, jl, qing wei, dog, raynerd, willy n keng hui... den played 3 on 3 lorr...den zz n bra came... yeahz.... den we played soccer wif the uncles... lol... i did stretch my back a lil when trying to get the ball... WAH so tiring... hahas.... den after tt me n keng hui go buy drinks... den come back jiu play 4 on 4 lorrr... hrmz... willy is a really good player... thumbs up... :D

den aft tt play coconut... WAH! tupid willy keep disturb me... den i lose to him... hahas... idiot seh.... den aft tt 2nd time willy finally lose to brandon! lol... nvm denz.... er.... den watch them play 5 on 5 lorrr..... told u willy is good... keng hui aren't at all lor... hahas.. nvm.. don wan comment on them... was looking at the way they play... expected a fite somehow... nvm.... hrmz... willy good... good.... the way he plays... nth to say one... best is he does not bai jia zhi.... good...fun guy i suppose... hehez.....

hrmz... anyway... the image of u appeared in my slp again last nite... y huh? y do u choose to appear tis few nites? can't u let me hab a nice slp... w/o even tinking of u? does those dreams mean someting or? haiz... bu zhi dao............ like i say... if there is a day u wld to stand in front of me... i wld onli look into ur eyes n walk away... though inside no matter how much i feel like hugging n kissing u.... how i feel like telling u wad i feel.... i will keep it all inside................. i wun say a word n do a ting... except look u in the eyes... n walk off... for i noe... wad is mine.. will be................... mayb u will nvr meant to be? i duno....

anyways.... rinna... thanks for helping me do the suan ming tingy... :D appreciated it... thanks... even though it was kinda accurate n same as my guessing... but i hope to let u noe tt... i doing it for fun onli... i'm nv one who believes in all this tings... i'm some1 who believes in myself n my heart... i duno how to explain the accurate tings tt happened, or mayb it was juz qiao he? duno...... thanks anyway.... anymore of tis tings muz share wif me hor... :D anyway... the "lecture" i gave u... hehz... don take it to heart la... juz wana u noe tt... it mayb ur right to care for them, but, don get over sensitive over all tis issues...

eyes getting abit blury.. duno y..... anyway... TML got 7610 to buy... or mayb not... not sure... ma ma today went to see lerr lor... den rite... she called home... say got the WHITE de... but actually i wanted the sony ericsson de new model... but itz 1000 over bucks... hrmz... mayb i shall get 7610 1st lorrr.... den who noes... mayb next time got nicer phones.... :D but nvm... 7610... i waited so long ler... tink i should wan get it after alll..................................................................

-DREAMS THAT WILL NVR COME TRUE-
will it ever come true? or mayb nt?
i nvr noe...
i go day by day... hoping each day will get better...
suddenly i'm tinking of u again?
is there a reason for me to do tis?
i hope all my qns hab been ans....
but til now all is nt........................
hab u ever tot of the consequences?
i din... but i hope u did..........
somehow someday...............
i onli hope u will be standing in front of me....
tt's all i am asking for...........
i juz wana take a look in ur eyes again.....
to c if has it changed... has ur heart change....
wo hai zai ai ni... dan shi wo dui ni de ai...
yue lai yue shao.... ying wei.... wo wu fa gen ni shou chu wo xin li de hua.....

Posted at Tuesday, October 12, 2004 by number_09
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i've a dream....

to possess the ability whom which can make one invincible! to be wad everybody wants to be ::STAR::

to rule over the whole world... to be that untouchable... to be way above all people...



Those are all just thoughts that are untouchable!
When can we have the things we truly wan?
When will all the wishes the masses makes come true?
Questions Questions Questions
This are wad We ask....
When will we get to know the genuine Answer?!



::Juz born 2 be : Derek Eng::
::Born on the : 10th jan 1987::
::Currently student in : Ngee ann Poly (MMC)::
::Can be located : phil_neville@hotmail.com -msn::
:: phil_neville@hotmail.com-friendster::
::Contact number: 987 6543:: (it wun hurt to ask)
::Favourites: the ANGEL::
::Long to see : the ANGEL::
::Long to be with : the ANGEL::
::Dislikes: ppl who bullies the ANGEL::
:: freakos::
:: who else but some1::
:: nerds::
:: basketballers who act pro when nt::
:: look down on ppl::
:: idiots::
:: flirts::
:: basketballers who play like rock::
:: alot to be named::
:: too many to be written::
:: juz ask me if i like u nt::



a little abt myself on e top...
lebron siao now... cos he totally rocks!
basketball wun be fun without tis 19year old guy!
don worry i'm nt gay...
but u juz gotta admire his play! COOL!

("v")i dedicate tis blog 2 her... she was e on who really made me move on... with those harsh words that nobody ever uses on me...with the sweet looks n smiles on her face... i am charmed by her...miss her...("v")


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IMPOSSIBLE IS JUZ A BIG WORD THROWN AROUND BY SMALL MEN WHO FIND IT EASIER TO LIVE IN THE WORLD THEY'VE BEEN GIVEN THAN TO EXPLORE THE POWER THEY HAVE TO CHANGE IT.
IMPOSSIBLE IS NT A FACT.
IT'S AN OPINION. IMPOSSIBLE IS NT A DECLARATION.
IT'S A DARE.
IMPOSSIBLE IS POTENTIAL.
IMPOSSIBLE IS TEMPORARY.
IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING~


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